"this isn't me, i'm sorry."

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✧･ﾟ:* original credits *:･ﾟ✧
⋆ singer - hatsune miku (cv saki fujita)
⋆ translation - Thai1210 (project sekai wiki)
⋆ lyrics/music - https://x.com/7kiso_nakiso

✧･ﾟ:* cover credits *:･ﾟ✧
⋆ vocal/lyrics - me!
⋆ mix - www.youtube.com/c/kurongeng
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⋆ thumbnail / cover art - ROSA (https://cerezaii.carrd.co/)

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lyrics: fine to use with credit

what's up with those eyes? should've known those eyes
i never wanted to meet you
what's up with those eyes? stop with those eyes
wrap it cutely with a bow, but it's sinful through and through

it's so wrong, it's so wrong
i can't hold on, it's so wrong
can't keep staying strong
though i pray, this secret is slipping away
this isn't me
i'm sorry.

you can't understand what you never see
this ugly bloom born anew never wanted to be
what else is there to say? i just can't erase
this unseemly stain of makeup tainting my face

you can't understand what you never see
this ugly bloom born anew never wanted to be
this bud that's been pried apart,
i can't go back

what's up with those eyes? should've known those eyes
that's how it's gonna be? fine, just disappear for me!
disappear for me
disappear for me
disappear for me
stay with me, i plead

you can't understand what you never see
this ugly bloom born anew never wanted to be
what else is there to say? i just can't erase
this unseemly stain of makeup tainting my face

you can't understand what the future holds
this ugly bloom born anew will let its body run cold
so, punish me for living – i finally give up
i'll take my last breath, 'cause i've had enough.