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⇒　Lyrics - @星乃めぐりMegRi
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#Original #HoundofAubergine #Negナス

Lyrics :
歌いたい"歌"が
伝えたい言葉の屑が
僕にもあったんだとか
わかんないままで

ああ、

捨てた song 鳴らして
頂戴、傷だらけのメロディ
不安定な tuning
本能のまま そう上等
手放せなかった
so what!
何度だってオーライ
諦めるのなら
大人にならなくていい

「やめちゃえ」とか
「なにしてんの」って
思い出せ
ほら、消せないんだろ

歌うしかなくて 音のままに
たとえば夜が明けなくても
眠らず歌うよ "誰か"のために
いつまででも
Even if I'm alone,

傷ついても 倒れても
強がってみても 何度だってさ
欲しい未来が 場所があるんだ
この手伸ばして
I won't cry.

高く shout 求めて
妄想 突き動かす情動
バッドエンドなんて
遠慮します so warning!
求めたまま try
my way 邪魔なんかさせない
手に入れろ spotlight
がむしゃらな自分でいい

憧れ 嘘つき 本音も隠して
手放すこと 逃げること
僕は知らない

間違い 現実 期待 恐れても
ここにいるよ みつけてよ
歌い 叫ぶよ

ああ、
捨てた song 鳴らして
頂戴、傷だらけのメロディ
不安定な tuning
本能のまま そう上等
手放せなかった
so what!
何度だってオーライ
諦めるのなら
大人にならなくていい

歌えよ、衝動
燃やせよ、劣等
掴めよ、その手で
たどり着くまで

仮想と現実入り混じる in these
そう不確かな life でも trance
先を行く誰か見上げてみたって
なんもない それじゃ どうもなんない
足掻け 抗ったその先にそう
求めてたものがあるんだろう
精一杯生きて生きて生きて
“本当”を歌えよ 声の限り

歌いたい"歌"が
僕を呼ぶよ

Translation:

A song I’d like to sing
Fragments of what I’d like to say
Even I should have them, or something like that but
They're still so unclear

Ah,
Play the song that I threw away
Play for me, that melody riddled with mistakes
That tuning about to come unbound
But my instincts say it's true, that it’s perfect

I couldn't let go, but so what?
No matter what, it'll be alright
If I'm going to give up
Then fine, I won’t grow up.


"Why don't you quit?",
"What are you even doing?", You say
Come on, remember.
You can’t get rid of them

I can't do much else but sing as the sound carries me
Suppose that dawn doesn't break
I'll swear off sleep to keep singing for "whoever’s” sake
Even if it’s until forever
Even if I'm alone

Even if I'm hurt, even if it knocks me down
I'll put on my brave face as many times as I need
There is a future I want, and a place I want to be
So I'll reach towards it

I won't cry

Loudly, SHOUT, want it
Delusions, they provoke emotions
BAD ENDS
are a no-go, so take WARNING

I road that I decide to walk, I’ll try it-
I won't let anything get in MY WAY
and I'll take the SPOTLIGHT by my own hand
So I’m fine with being a bit reckless

[music break]

Admire, liar, hide your true feelings
To let go; to turn back;
I don’t know what either means.

Mistakes, reality, expectations- even if i'm afraid of them
I'm still here, so come find me
I'll be singing my lungs out

Ah,
Play the song that I threw away,
Play for me, that melody riddled with mistakes
That tuning about to come unbound
But my instincts say it's true, that it’s perfect

I couldn't let go, but so what?
No matter what, it'll be alright
If I'm going to give up
Then fine, I won’t grow up

Let my impulses sing
Let my inferiority burn
With these hands, I’ll catch them
Until I’m finally there

Together, virtual and real life blends
Can’t help but be entranced by how uncertain life is ahead
That someone ahead of me, the one I look up to
Gone when I look their way , I guess I can’t do anything about that

Struggle, resist and trudge towards
What I’ve been looking for, I can see it just far beyond
So I'll live to the fullest, I’ll live, I’ll live
My truth I’ll sing, until my lungs give in

The song I longed to sing
Is calling to me

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